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Happy 6th Birthday!
Today is my daughter’s 6th birthday, we just bought a fruity chocolate cake from Goldilocks and DH will just cook a red sauced spaghetti. No grand celebration, just a little get together with my family. I am now absent from work today as I am still not feeling well from the stair slipped I had at the office yesterday. The boss asked me to go for a check up, but I don’t really have plans of going to the doctor, I feel that I just need some rest. I am just away from my day job but still got some online works to do here at home so I am still quite busy. I love being here at the comfort of our home so i can be with my kids and DH, no need to dress up and I can even work even without taking a bath first.
But there are some distractions like the tv and kids bugging me to play with them while I am busy with my writing. But nevertheless everything is a ok. I remeber that I still need to finish the photobook that I am doing and some photo postcards pending for printing which is long overdue and needs to be on top of my to do list.
Be Strong

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Getting into the Style
I am such a slack dresser
I admit that I am having a hard time finding the right clothes for me, added to that is the fact that I gained a lot and fats are showing off in every dress I wear no matter how nice the dress is
. Budget wise, I am tight and just couldn’t indulge to those branded and stylish clothes and shoes. So it is indeed very hard for me to get into the style I want if and when budget is at stake. ahaha. But thanks to fashion sites and blogs that led me into having ideas that I could still find other ways and means to get into style without hurting my pocket too much. Expenses are neck high so I need to be frugal in every ways. Mix and match, finding the right color, right style and trial and error are one of the few things I learned, hope I can strut off with a Blowfish Boots and a perfect dress to match my personality without looking so trying hard. Confidence is another thing that I must learn to acquire as I am really insecure. lol! As they always say, beauty will will radiantly show off if you are confident about your looks.
Letting Go
Letting go of our suffering is the hardest work we will ever do. It is also the most fruitful. To heal means to meet ourselves in a new way — in the newness of each moment where all is possible and nothing is limited to the old.
– Stephen Levine
We all come to certain point in our life when we are hurt in one way or another, there are even times when we thought that we’re over it. But sometimes during our lowest point, you could feel the pain of the wound and there are flashbacks of the past. A never ending cycle of hurt, regret and pain. Wallowing ourselves into the pits of self destruction. One must be able to truly let go of the past, the hurt and forgive oneself of the turmoil of the past to be able to face the future and start anew. Without bitterness, you can look back and just see the traces of it and only lessons learned.


